lil~ only me

I can't speak out, neither can i do ...
I prefer to keep everything inside me.
Thus, only me, and me and me would know what am i thinking and what am i feeling
Not telling anyone about things is because i prefer to "suffer" in a way. Why? I do not know.
Me and my thoughts, bonded inside...to tell it out, needs 10000 times more effort.
Now, do you know why?
I juz want to be with myself. Happy or not, juz by myself, as long as it's better for anyone else.
How hurt inside of me, i won't tell. Only me would know. How happy am i inside, only i would know.


~no one except ...... know who's the real me inside~