lil long prayer
Hi there,
I know i've been bad, but i would like to share a few things.
Daddy's goin to sabah, not like i'm goin back home every weekend, but things won't be the same completely, daddy won't be there personally as fast as he always does :(
Gonna miss him badly..But i hope for daddy the best, i'm gonna work n collect money then daddy can come back n stay home with mummy..n going to sabah means by flight...:(
Mummy been taking care of grandma.. must be tired n exhausted. poor mummy, send lil brother here n there some more. Hope she'll have good health...Hugs
Bigger younger brother been stress out about academics, he's not the typical original smart type, n he wants to get things done by himself, which is good, but i'm scare that it would drive him not very emotionally stable. :( sometimes he asked me stuff, i can't remember, ( my memory teruk about technical stuff). his chances of getting scholarship is not so high for now, but i'll see how he fare. Hope he passes ...
Lil Younger bro been shaken by what happened to his friend, bad bad me, i din even talk to him about it; reason? i dunno what to say. He's been doin quite well , i juz hope that he won't be stress out n do something stupid, hopefully...Makes me wonder what the heck are those lil kids doin nowadays, so many tuitions, class , etc etc.. =.=" like a boot camp.
About the country, i really want to slap some of the ppl for some stuff, even a 15 year old kid can think better than them. Quarreling n squabbling here n there. Bleh, n it's not even the super top one who's complaining, it's those lil ones.... many lil ones in fact, like we would say " BUUDUU", my friend have a better suggestion, use gundam n step on them, penyek.... whahahaha
Squabble all they want, but yerp, we still need to make a living, they can squabble coz they do have enough money...Juz hope that the squabbling stops, and times would be better
Mumu.. sometimes stress out about his stuff, sometimes i dunno what to do to help, useless me..
Mumu is juz the way that he is, so i juz hope his friends may understand at times, yes ppl should change for the more lively living but it's up to him and his way. He's trying i know that, but it doesn't take juz a blink of an eye to do that...But i really hope the best for him. :) n yea, he helped me quite a lot also previously. Do respect him, can tahan my kiddiness last time. I'm not sure where i stand in his eyes, but i dun really care for now. Hope he gets his itp placement, fyp done, plays tennis superbly, his friends would see him in a different way compared to what they view him now, and have a live good life ahead. Hugs mumu...
Me, according to some personality test, i'm INFP , well.... in short it means " as long as other ppl are happy, it's ok, eventhough it makes me not happy", well, i guess it's true, i dunno if it's memang my nature or what.... or maybe i like to be in a gloomy situation. When i pray, yes i do pray about myself, but i guess that i dun feel that i'm good enough to prayed for, so pray for others also better ( althought i've been neglecting it so far, sorry)
Oh, i din go for church today, coz i'm just not feeling it, n i dun want ppl to keep on pushing me for cg... i din like it. sorry again.
Thanks for listening,
Amen.
* this is an informal prayer*
posted by me, wonders n mystery @ 7:23 PM
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