lil ~ hey ya

:D official holidays are on..

wooohoo.. i hope i won't get so low on mua self-esteem tonite ..but most probably would..

i dun care i dun care i dun care...i care i care i care..

dammit..

nvm la. staying in one corner and being invisible tonite ( like i always do) ..

-lilkiddygal-

lil ( i-can't-see-you )

yoohooo..i can't seeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuu

yerp, i am very invisible. i do wanna hang out, i do wanna mix but i am juz that forgetable..
not that i din ask...juz "opps..forgot about u la" >_<

yea, i am that "quiet" gal in the corner. That's juz how i am la..i prefer to observe things/ppl from afar, admiring them at some point...

maybe i'm more comfortable being "invisible"...and juz admire ppl..

another thing, i dun really like goin clubbing...n u get gals whispering to each other saying " uuu...look at that guy, he's checking you out"..."no la...u la...pretty gal".." no no it's you"...*and it goes on n on..BLEH..

yes i know that i am not pretty ...so no one would be checking me out..that i accept but it hurts..
(hides in a corner, or under the bed)..

goin to bed now..

off to my-land..

-lilkiddygal-

lil Extroverted / Introverted

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

in the middle...may be true..

lil dream(s)

Dream list ..

1. i wanted to be a good dancer ( comments said i'm stiff )
2. i wanted to be a little bit taller ( taller than 150cm that is)
3. i wanted to have a clean and clear face
4. i wanted to be good in dressing
5. i wanted to be super good in a lot of instruments
6. i wanted to be a model ( someone who's attractive la ..)
7. i wanted to be a good speaker
8. i wanted to play sports well

These are the things on my dReaM~list ..
It's not that i din't try to achieve it..
Maybe, i din't try hard enough ..

Number 1 => i did some dancing..but yea, i'm too stiff. You know the feeling of getting shortlisted and tell me that i'm too stiff ( and short )..then i got "dropped out" of the list..

Number 2 => wanna be taller..dun tell me that i din play enough basketball or did not jump much when i was younger.. I DID..played netball ( and some basketball ) mostly till secondary school..and did i grow a lot taller?...no..( only in std 4)

Number 3 => i blame it on my patience..it's not that i din try. juz that maybe i din try hard enough. I envy those who has great face skin...bleh..hope i can do better.

Number 4 => how to find a proper dress/shirt/jeans/trousers/shorts/tee...when u are small...it's always (usually) too big..n i dun find a point of dressing up to campus anyway. No one do notice me anyway... n a unattractive gal dressing up is fake..so , yea, i am unattractive.

Number 5 => hmm ..the will to play always die down at some period in time. But i still want want want want want..there are lots of 'em to learn.. but need $_$ too ..

Number 6 => (same as number 2). same reason, lazy to write again

Number 7 => i get butterfliesssss in my tummyyyy...damn, n when i speak out...my words...k.o-ed.

Number 8 => wanted to, tried, stop, n ...stopped..

Well, it's all dreams =) but no regrets till now..not much though.
Behind it, quite happy actually (despite all those in the list).
~ wooo..~

p/s : i dun wanna grow up .. can?

-lilkiddygal-

lil ~fuhhhhh

ho.li.day...

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

lil flirt ?

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

am i a good flirt-er ??
i wished i was..btw, dun have the "goods" to show off anyway, who would even wanna look