lil dream(s)

Dream list ..

1. i wanted to be a good dancer ( comments said i'm stiff )
2. i wanted to be a little bit taller ( taller than 150cm that is)
3. i wanted to have a clean and clear face
4. i wanted to be good in dressing
5. i wanted to be super good in a lot of instruments
6. i wanted to be a model ( someone who's attractive la ..)
7. i wanted to be a good speaker
8. i wanted to play sports well

These are the things on my dReaM~list ..
It's not that i din't try to achieve it..
Maybe, i din't try hard enough ..

Number 1 => i did some dancing..but yea, i'm too stiff. You know the feeling of getting shortlisted and tell me that i'm too stiff ( and short )..then i got "dropped out" of the list..

Number 2 => wanna be taller..dun tell me that i din play enough basketball or did not jump much when i was younger.. I DID..played netball ( and some basketball ) mostly till secondary school..and did i grow a lot taller?...no..( only in std 4)

Number 3 => i blame it on my patience..it's not that i din try. juz that maybe i din try hard enough. I envy those who has great face skin...bleh..hope i can do better.

Number 4 => how to find a proper dress/shirt/jeans/trousers/shorts/tee...when u are small...it's always (usually) too big..n i dun find a point of dressing up to campus anyway. No one do notice me anyway... n a unattractive gal dressing up is fake..so , yea, i am unattractive.

Number 5 => hmm ..the will to play always die down at some period in time. But i still want want want want want..there are lots of 'em to learn.. but need $_$ too ..

Number 6 => (same as number 2). same reason, lazy to write again

Number 7 => i get butterfliesssss in my tummyyyy...damn, n when i speak out...my words...k.o-ed.

Number 8 => wanted to, tried, stop, n ...stopped..

Well, it's all dreams =) but no regrets till now..not much though.
Behind it, quite happy actually (despite all those in the list).
~ wooo..~

p/s : i dun wanna grow up .. can?

-lilkiddygal-