lil what am i doin?

can someone pls tell me what am i doin?

stressful and tension.

i miss hugs, i meant real hugs, not pillow hugs, not teddy bear hugs.
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sometimes, it's juz nice n happy to see someone we care about so deeply happy. Eventhough, how much we are hurt, how much it tears us apart, we still do it, coz they juz mean so much than we ever thought they did.

Why be so nice, other ppl might ask. It's juz the care n the feelings inside us that made us do like that. Any favours in return? not really, we are always assuming the worst case condition.

way to go.....