lil bad time

bad month, bad weeks, bad days..grrr

it sounds like string of bad luck. Juz wanted to find a shoulder/pillow for a lil while but it was denied. so, back to being bad mood, feels like tearing up all the pieces of papers and throwing stuff at the wall but too much damages.

wonder would this be continued.

problems would never end i know but this is .. @_@ n no "pillow" for me, even for a lil while. even though the pillow was there , i dun feel it much coz of some comments...* darts throwing at my heart*

yea, i am crazy, not that kiddy anymore or am i still?

i juz want some old times back..
i want to be precious
i want to be someone very important again..
* access denied* - well, try again..that's all that i can do, nothing else