lil turn

i'm keeping something inside me...
i do not dare to say it out, coz i'm afraid..

afraid of rejection, afraid of being ignored, afraid of losing something..

all these are kinda of making me feel very 'tight' inside...which i wanna slap myself for it.

yerp, i still blame myself, it's all my fault..
it's right when a guy friend say i " char",
maybe i really am ..

Question: should i even say it out?